Post Op Appt :(

Well I went in for my post op appt today. I just want to start off by saying how much I love my Dr!!! When he walks into a room and starts talking- you are just comforted and you know he knows what he is talking about! So he came in and jumped right into our conversation- he showed me the pictures again from my surgery and explained them to me again. After the surgery he had told me everything and what I remembered was correct- but some how I forgot some things and My condition was way worse than I remember him telling me. So he checks me over and starts asking me the standard questions- when was your last period- I told him it was 1 week late after surgery and he stopped and looked at me and was like are you sure it was 1 week late? YEP! That apparently is not a very good sign. he said if anything I should have started early- not late. that just indicates another problem. "GREAT!" So he starts talking to me and I am just overwhelmed with emotions at this point- I just sat there listening and was thinking, can this appt be over I want out of here! To make this post short and to the point, this is what came out of the appt. 1- I have a defiency that does not allow my body to produce the hormone (progesterone) that supports a pregnancy and causes the lining on your uterus to "thicken" up so it can provide nutrients to the baby. 2- I have a luteal defect. This means my uterus is completely out of whack and does not function on a typical 28 day cycle. it is also another problem that stops pregnancy from happening and can cause miscarraiges. and of course 3- the endometriosis.

He is not even going to let me try to get pregnant on my own. As soon as I start my period again, I will go back on the fertility drugs. when he told me this- I looked at him and said "you better get me some twins cause I dont want to go through this another time!" he just laughed at me! But I am serious, I want this done and over with! He did a biopsy from my surgery and that did not come back too well. When i had my surgery I was on day 25 of my cycle and the biopsy showed me at day 15... so My female parts are completely screwed up! for some odd reason I thought I would have this surgery and get knocked up easily after. This does not seem to be the fact after todays appt.

I do feel so blessed to be seeing this dr! He knows what he is doing and he lays it out flat- not sugar coated! He is willing to work with me and I feel comforted in his office. Like what I am going through is normal and we will work through it! I still get SOOO angry at how my last OB treated me. I left her office feeling like I was all alone in this and I had to figure it out on my own! I am just so grateful that I made the decision to see this Dr and he helps me step by step through this process!